I'm not right

As i sit in this office confined by a cubicle, I can't help but sit and think about something musical. I think it's comical the way we limit our potential with thoughts of society accepting us as successful. Life is mystical sometimes magical. I have to thank God for allowing me these visuals. Sometimes people dwell on the residual issues, it causes chronic damage and to your brain it causes you to live a constant battle one minute happy loving and sleeping. The next your stressed out and can't stop pacing. Mind is just racing wishing you we're just busy doing nice things. Not sitting there, flipping out. Hoping a vessel in your brain doesn't burst and spout. A story and a job opening is to some what it would amount. Nobody gives a fuck these days just step aside, god bless you and sometimes good riddance at the same time. What is my life amounting to? And if I escaped what's accepted as normalcy would I be considered a fool?

I'm spoiled

Wake up and play golf. Casta del sol is right by my house. Digital vibrations, My speakers spit out eek a mouse. I remember a night at the coach house when him and I smoked out. 

Giving high fives to Carlos mencia at the improv No Doubt live. This land I live in I won't lie. I feel a little spoiled. My plans you won't foil. Ur better off waitin for the milk to spoil. I'm playing poker tonight cards made by Hoyle. In Vegas sittin next to Doyle. I'm simmering you'll never make me boil. Every where I walk I help the soil. 

I drop seeds, shit magic beans. Hispanic, white, wetback. However you want to put it. When it comes to money I flip the bill. And give away the change. My minds changed. No matter how good I feel personally I still feel pains. Turning into migraines. 

I'm so sensitive I can see what's gonna happen. I'll be crappin and it dawns on me and here's the other factor. I'm the benefactor of collectin loot. I got the bank payin me. A fat salary but someone's pimpin me. 

Belittling me like a trick ill never be somebody's bitch. Just means this job I might switch but like a lumberjack I got plenty of wood to stoke my fire, splinter logs into twigs. I'll admit I used to manage pick up stix. 

But they balked at my request of 6 figures. ill do the same now as i Did then. I'll leave and find another bank to give me cash. I'm gonna leave Wells Fargo with a few hundred thousand grand And laugh. That supervisor that tried to play me can kiss my ass.

Spacely Sprockets

When I die I don't give a fuck I hope they find a pipe in my pocket. I'll smoke and watch jetson spit out spacely sprockets. I say cremate me and toss me in the ocean and when you get my ashes in your mouth one last time I can say kiss my ass. Never boasting always coasting give it to me your busting up I'm definitely combustable, bible bumpers be up front with me don't hide behind the generic rhetoric something to make you feel better about being a prick, asymmetric, something about your ass and a stick. Fuck that shit. When it comes to it I'm determined. I just don't drop dead and I avoid a lot of deterrents. Ok these dirty deeds sometimes grab a hold of me but lately I'm feeling nothing but cleansed, collapsed awoke relaxing my clothes soaking in detergents. What weighs more, a mountain or what my life is amounting to.

Sipping Patron

I can't wait till I get her alone. In the back of the club might as well be Capone. Sippin on patron. Smoking a padron. Mommi knows when poppi gets her home it's on. Give me a little back rub watch tv in the hot tub. Listen to her moan. Lay back with a little hydro. Straight pimpin go.

Cadillac in the street vibing to the beat. It's like come on. Take one second listen to the situation. I'm not gonna make her do nothin but with a combination I'm gonna tempt her. Break her outa her shell a little bit she's already a nymph I just have to bring it out of her. I'll bring in another girl to make her kitty cat purr. I'm just there to enjoy them both it'll never just be her.

Like that chick that was married to a spur be gone with you there's a new city a new gown the games the same. They all know the game hoping they do it best and capture the throne. Bitches be bitches that's what makes them go.

No woman no problems mo women more drama come on no woman no cry.

Even if i die you won't blink but you'll definitely cry. Academy award but only one thing on your mind how much money did I leave you if you have to wait for it how much time?

Bodies on the floor

I wanted to live a simple life. But damn it if too much game didn't catch up to my ass. Always in the back of the head of the class. Don't think so fast I might be saying this quickly. I only want you to close your eyes and imagine it with me. We all live in peace smiles on our faces no fights with other places. Why can't we come to a resolution to our problems. I'm looking round realizing that we caused them. I wish some people had some common sense. I might have to vacate this kid. I've been feeling quite delusional. Feeling like I'm on another ocean. Feet up on the chair just coasting. If I had all the money in the world we'd have all the money in the world.im about to fight even harder to stop the commotion. Capitalism and greed have corrupted what used to be people that did good deeds. Gone are the days being led and sometimes you lead. You ain't got no humility. You'll never crack me. Ill get up out this place before you get me to plead insanity that's just how I built this fine don't listen to me vacate the fucking premises. I wish I could ignore the signs and continue my life of no commotion. I live right by the ocean. I could be taking the easy way out. I ain't a fake fish McDonald's. I'm cold cod or cold hard cash. I might make a dash to the ocean I mean the grocery store. My daughter she's spoken for. He was rude. You can't get in. It was her choice if I had a point guard it wouldn't be Jeremy Lin. But to the rest of you that stories ,Can't comprehend. I remember this point guard. It's not A secret, The message more players should be like magic. It's an epidemic selfish people. I'm only a part of this problem. It's tempting. What when I asked this I was in charge of something. But when I came down I realized this was based on fantasy, I drank my Hennessy. Say the wrong thing get vacated quickly? If I had a question? It would be monumental. But to others it would be simple. I'm a grandpa. When were thinking the other side has already carried out there plan you should have relinquished the belt.im simple minded. Lets make this simple when a man comes up to you just recognize he's making this easy rewrite its not written in pen its pencil we could take revelations as the end or we can continue to enjoy the sun and know that these days continue to write themselves but you better comprehend!

West coast ridin

I don't have to pay admission you know I have a free pass. Girl you play hard to get but eventually you'll let my princess spank your ass. You can be the muse ill be the prince and the best friend. You'll feel appreciated how could you hope for anything after the weekend you just spent. If you walk away from this weekend saying anything besides I'm the real deal the top show. I don't know sometimes bitches be bitches so I be lettin them know. Real money don't need to have money. I don't give a fuck girl I have plenty. If you're ever gonna want your own brand I might let you go. This life ain't easy it's quickly. I might not be perfect ill take care of you let go of your infatuation. youll only embarass yourself. I'm more tupac than fifty.flammable like gas stations. When I cum I come quickly. U know I got trees. Sail the seven seas. I got Geez if I need Gz. But don't come and test me you'll stumble across an army. Pimping didn't come easy to most but it came easily to a few.

When opportunity knocks (Poetry)

When opportunity knocks, kick the door in. Like magellan constantly exploring. I enjoy the little things so life is never boring. Im just as happy laid up on the couch snoring, as i am at the best restaurants or in a suite with liquor pouring. 

Chicks be whoring but im right with em like its my calling. Girl on the left, lady on the right. I think im falling. In love with myself and its apalling! I'm not a player but I'm balling. Been burnt plenty of times, each time scalding. 

But it taught me, never going to let the haters rob me. Although at times the criticism stops me. Makes me look in the mirror and say why me? Disturbingly simple. Ive had ample time. Im not trying to rhyme. Im telling u this story and it's so sublime. Time dont matter things just happen. 

Its like 20 years ago just happened but 20 from now ill still be napping when im at the wheel. Wont have a will. Like i had no notice, and lacked the skills. When truth be told, I was ignoring the signs. And procrastinated till my chance was nill. 

My lifes never dull. Kids keep me in it. But i have to admit ive thought about ending it. I apologize for that. But now your criticizing like you had the right to tell me im wrong. Your opinion fits somewhere between i dont give a shit, and my bong.