Monday, July 31, 2017

Alter Ego

My alter ego and i are clashing. I like em classy while he wants em trashy. One dressed prim and proper while the other is flashing. When she drinks no one can stop her. But i like a girl that likes to have a good time. Shots and bowls. Sometimes part of the goal is to see how far she'll go. If i didnt have a wife and kids id be hanging out with pros. I want my girls to know how it goes. Youll never be the only one cause i like to hang with hoes. Thats just how it goes. Youll find me back where the chronic grows. I don't mean to sound like a heethen but probably will be till im not breathin. Lifes to short to spend it seethin or foaming at the mouth. stressed out like your tempers about to spout.



Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Fates long lost lover

(This is old I just moved it from Opinion)

At the moment sitting in first class, I always have a blast. US Airways no different front row, hat backwards, tupac blaring in the background I don't know. Maybe I'm a product of my environment. Maybe i'm destined to be an outkast. Esteem never meant shit to me. Cause i don't hover. Always have a weakness to discover a new old treasure to hold and be my brother. You go be mel gibson id rather be danny glover. I'll be me no matter how many millions I make. How many planets or vaccinations I discover. I'm fates long lost lover. A man that wants and needs everyone to be free. Total harmony to be discovered. It hurts me every time I see a homeless man in the gutter. I just want to give him my covers. How could we have a place for all animals that are homeless? But my brothers and sisters live out on the streets. I'm not talking about those that that's how it has to be. I know there are those that would rather be discreet. Want no zip or to live by no association codes. But what about those that don't. We don't know those stories and they'll probably never be told. 

I'm gonna be dead and old before I realize what the answer is cause my own limitations have me feeling like I'm about to fold. But because of my dedication to this cause I'm gonna hang around until I'm told to leave. I had a chance to be someone special but instead this work has me under a spell. And like I might as well ignore it like my story had already been told and sold. I don't need no terms of endearment. I've outlasted all expectations. I'm the same as the man in the back row, no difference only circumstance. Yeah motherfuckers you know my stance. Heaven for us all hell for none. But if you did the crime you gotta do the time. Jump in line. I'm ahead of my time. Don't fit in but I slip in anyways its my time.I live life fucked up always in a daze. Ever since back in the days. I don't see anything that'll get me to change. Old man listening to rap, nothing's changed. When I'm 70 dannyboy still be the same. I don't give a damn anyways. Whether I go or stay its the same either way. Everyone else paved the way, I just use the road they made. Times have passed since I watched my kids play. It's flown by but I'm still gonna have their back like I did back in the old days.