Learn as i grow

I used to follow my gut but now it has a conscience, so it’s complicated. I used to grade my cheese but my thumb is missing and ive grown lactose intolerant. Cheese is safe but my thumb is grated.

Im faded. I think im still in control. But many nights ago i lost my bank roll. My primo, my sisters sister and my homegirl lynn. I might spend the night. Or i might take a flight tonight. I hold the right to wait til the last minute and make my decision without the temptation of spite. In spite of what you might think. I cant comprehend last night i spent. I want to live where all the legends live. My mind driftin. Drugs be liftin. Truck is lifted. Im gifted but barely enough to be significant. So im a worker bee. But im as frustrated as workers should be. Ever since aunt B weve been paid too little to carry out our duties. So ive decided to take a step back, id rather chase some booty. Im done chasing riches like a pirate chasing booty. Ive been clueless since i thought girls had cooties. Shoot? I can admit im a fool u see. But i aint gonna dwell on this shit G. Just going to live my life with a goal of eternal happiness. My soul feeling jolly.

Brutal Honesty

I don’t need you to look like beyonce bitch. Just need you to suck my dick. I might cum quick or i can come at you quickly. In life i like to move swiftly. I found out corporate wasnt for me or my sanity. But i like nice things and to live close to the city. So i deal with these things that compromise my beliefs. But i still turn my hat backwords and drive my jeep close to the beach. About to pass beach boulevard and warner. Thinking about my family that used to live in warner. Oklahoma exactly. East bound and down is the extent of society. Been trying to organize my finances. I have to craftily design my sentences. People that kill someone should do life sentences. Im probably going to have to repeat this stage. i cant find the keys to the secrets of life so instead i drink Hennessy.

Be humble not proud

Not too proud so im spitting while cooking in the kitchen. Never wishing living in real life situations. Reality, although many times im spacing. Out in force. Spending all my time contemplating. Wish you knew the answers? Well, i do too. None of us know what were doing. Life is one big experiment. But if you follow your instincts, heart, mind, body, a few other things youll find the truth. But its not an automatic thing you see. Attending church could also confuse you. Im not trying to be obtuse. Im more acute. Although i tend to wonder adhd thats true. But i take a cue but can’t see a clue. I have been accused what i do is lay out the facts a good debate not argument. Not Everything’s true. As long as you cant read my mind im gonna be honest with you. My minds full. Dirty is my business. Please forgive me its just the truth. Thank you. Im done with this rant. I feel better and my nights mixed with the Lakers and grey goose.

Imperial Guinness

Imperial, feet and inches. Parks have benches. Also a raider fan and thats where marshawn lynch is. But im a grounded brother. Still do dishes. Piss the wrong person off swimming with fishes. And im weak cant say no to a temptress. Could live the rest of my life without business. Spend every day toasting and sipping Guinness. I cant expect you to get this. Im ballin on a budget but still provide the money shot when im finished.

Dodgers got me blue but I'll get over it

50 birdies golfing wont begin to make up for this. Im a fanatic why do i follow might as well go fishin. Seasons finished. True blue cant separate myself. Ive tried but apologize now later ask for forgiveness. Even though the Dodgers are finished. Next year ill be back this thirst you cant quench this. Im a degenerate. At the end my life will be finished. But until then im spliffin. Never quitting. It’s just baseball im still going to enjoy my weekend. Ballin on a budget doesnt affect my pimpin!

Alter Ego

My alter ego and i are clashing. I like em classy while he wants em trashy. One dressed prim and proper while the other is flashing. When she drinks no one can stop her. But i like a girl that likes to have a good time. Shots and bowls. Sometimes part of the goal is to see how far she'll go. If i didnt have a wife and kids id be hanging out with pros. I want my girls to know how it goes. Youll never be the only one cause i like to hang with hoes. Thats just how it goes. Youll find me back where the chronic grows. I don't mean to sound like a heethen but probably will be till im not breathin. Lifes to short to spend it seethin or foaming at the mouth. stressed out like your tempers about to spout.

Fates long lost lover

(This is old I just moved it from Opinion)

At the moment sitting in first class, I always have a blast. US Airways no different front row, hat backwards, tupac blaring in the background I don't know. Maybe I'm a product of my environment. Maybe i'm destined to be an outkast. Esteem never meant shit to me. Cause i don't hover. Always have a weakness to discover a new old treasure to hold and be my brother. You go be mel gibson id rather be danny glover. I'll be me no matter how many millions I make. How many planets or vaccinations I discover. I'm fates long lost lover. A man that wants and needs everyone to be free. Total harmony to be discovered. It hurts me every time I see a homeless man in the gutter. I just want to give him my covers. How could we have a place for all animals that are homeless? But my brothers and sisters live out on the streets. I'm not talking about those that that's how it has to be. I know there are those that would rather be discreet. Want no zip or to live by no association codes. But what about those that don't. We don't know those stories and they'll probably never be told. 

I'm gonna be dead and old before I realize what the answer is cause my own limitations have me feeling like I'm about to fold. But because of my dedication to this cause I'm gonna hang around until I'm told to leave. I had a chance to be someone special but instead this work has me under a spell. And like I might as well ignore it like my story had already been told and sold. I don't need no terms of endearment. I've outlasted all expectations. I'm the same as the man in the back row, no difference only circumstance. Yeah motherfuckers you know my stance. Heaven for us all hell for none. But if you did the crime you gotta do the time. Jump in line. I'm ahead of my time. Don't fit in but I slip in anyways its my time.I live life fucked up always in a daze. Ever since back in the days. I don't see anything that'll get me to change. Old man listening to rap, nothing's changed. When I'm 70 dannyboy still be the same. I don't give a damn anyways. Whether I go or stay its the same either way. Everyone else paved the way, I just use the road they made. Times have passed since I watched my kids play. It's flown by but I'm still gonna have their back like I did back in the old days.

I like red flags and pisces

Her license plate read icy. Red flag but i took ride cause i like pisces, my chinese ricey. A chick that's feisty. I like when they like for me to like to pull their hair. I'm mesmerized by her dairy air. Its rare that i find that they're exclusively square. Always willing to dare to experiment and explore new horizons, i guess u can say she was prepared. So i shared. Indulged in a little ecstasy we were paired. A few screwdrivers red bull and vodka. Now i'm weird. Catch the verse. We did it 4 times squared. From the 8 oclock news till the late show aired. I wont share i'm a gentleman. We did it again her friend joined in, the music blared.

A week in Colorado

Im gettin high tonight. Gotta smoke a half eighth before tomorrows flight. I guess i could try to sneak it in. But i already got some of the finest stuff when i descend. I couldnt help myself yo. I had to let go. In colorado its either the bar or the clinic. Some shots of jameson or padron. Or some sativa then later indica im stoned. I dont care that I'm in my hotel alone. Im glad its indo and not meth or heroin. Cause like many others id already be owned. This is real like aint no time to be a boy scout kid. If i followed all the rules id have no fun. I aint hurtin nobody i dont even own a gun. But ive said that before son. I already knew this was gonna happen before it all begun. Its not just handed to you theres some tests you have to go through. But as long as your in it and you can bob and weave. This life can be better than anything best believe. Its remarkable what you can achieve whatever you can dream. You just manifest it and make it happen. Im a kid from the streets. Full time job not just rappin But ive sometimes been given a bad rap or doubted. But i didn't know my soul was ahead, it went and scouted. Brought the information back to me. No way i could make this happen without some higher power im always just doubting. Until God showed me just have the faith of a mustard seed and move mountains.whoa, im just trying to make a living and maybe a little giving. And some thanks, handle my business is what im wishing. I have no thoughts or desires to be rich ill always find something to bitch about. Fact is it is what it is and and i could be pouting. Or i could take this brown white ass and be amounting. To whatever will make me happy. I dont spend much time feeling crappy. I dont want to get sappy. But i remember my sister getting her hair brushed and cryin cause it was nappy. Sittin next to our pappy. Both of us feeling scrappy because we were from the streets and different daddys. Rollin up in my caddy cts black maclamore blaring. Im not boastin just sayin. Livin with me like learnin the basics. Raise my kids to be true. To themselves and the rest is up to you. Im not a judge or a critic. Do you brah. Im not kidding. But if you take a few basic steps? I can teach you to achieve happiness and success!

Vodka and Lime Perrier

As i pour a little vodka and lime perrier. Did i make a dairy air of myself, i cant say. Never know what others think and cant let it ruin my day. Im just gonna be myself and lay my hat that I have a good heart and strong mind. Got a little buzz now and blazed a little of the kind. Rewind a little avoid regret but never forget trials and tribulations. I can't support or condemn the system. Id rather work with them than against em. But gotta stand up for what i believe. Stay hopeful but only a matter of time before ill need to grieve. No matter what i achieve aint no fun if you cant enjoy it with friends and family. Best believe. I bring all i can cant admit defeat. So lets just be until we have to leave! Enjoy our freedoms and only fight if we're threatened to be under siege!

Humility

Even the most wise desire more wisdom because life is the journey that has no ending.