Home alone

I drink liquor like its going out of style. Running up a flight of stairs feels like a mile. I dont give a fuck anyways, a few days from exile. So livin for the moment, everything i do with a smile. 

I try not to fret cause bitches be funny. At our intro she was standoffish. But then she heard i have money. All of a sudden i get attention. Im a grown man i aint no dummy. I want a woman whos about me. Not trying to front and play me like rummy. I met this bitch from the far east. I took her out fed her buddhist’s feast. Im from the streets. Sometimes i get uncomfortable. Act like a geek. If i drink coffee no telling how fast ill speak. But at the end she was leaving from underneath my sheets.  Passed her off to the peeps. We enjoyed her for a few weeks. Then dropped her off like she was at the end of her lease. 

I love women but hate bitches. So at first sight of drama im keeping my distance. Was a couple inches from a sentence. So im happy to be free livin. With people these days i keep my distance. Altough i got love for many shady people got me hesitant. Thats why my house im the only resident. Aint nobody kickin me out and i make the rules. I get all worked up and rowdy after a few moscow mules. Lifes an initiation so you gotta pay your dues. Im a fucked up individual. I out my own insecurities in exchange for i owe yous.

Phat Phucker

Ive turned into a phat fucker. Falling asleep with a jar of smuckers. Snickers, too much peanut butter. Wake up to pancakes smothered in syrup and butter. French press followed by mountain dew. I dont give a fuck whether i die at 50 or 62. Im livin life like i only got A few days to live. French onion and lays. Porter house my last meal on my final day. I aint gotta pray. I talk to God each day anyways. Ive been given everything ive asked for and more. Plenty of whores, like a smorgasbord. I’ve treated girls like shit who i really adored. Cheated on them with their friend cause i was bored and self absorbed. I’ve treated my life like an experiment and self sabotage. At the spearmint rhino with nicki manage. In a manage a trois. This is silly. Ive already spent a thousand and my homeys at 850. 

2018 flattered dispenseries

I’m flattered. The fact im running with the top end makes me feel vindicated. as long as my thoughts are scattered ill never say anything that matters. Temporary insanity over a long period of time. End result the same outcome. 

Short term pleasure for long term pain. I cant explain. Ive treated my life with plenty of disdain. So why should i try to judge you. Treat me with respect and it’ll be fine. But, for many they think i should accept living by the rules that constrict and bind. I dont want to be wrapped in twine. At the same time. Im a good neighbor, not committing crimes. Watching Ball on tv dropping dimes. Living it up like i wrote it at the same time. Open up the blinds! It’s 2018 and we can roll it up 3 times a day like Sublime!

Completely swine

I cant help it, since i was a little kid my attitude was like fuck it. If any cute girl offered i was like suck it. Im a junky for it thats how i does it. Till i kick the bucket 2 pigs in a blanket. Gonna stain it. Im not gonna abstain from shit. My life is almost over gonna make some noise and then be out this bitch. When it comes to some things im gifted, when im not lifted. Other ways a complete neanderthal my life wasted. So many gifts but refused to use them to my advantage, dont like to hurt anyone but myself. My life seems antiquated. Im at the end of an era others about to begin it. Im finished. Im little not big pimpin. Ill take a fifth and an eighth revitalized one kid but just as strong as twins. Before i begin. Another one of my lives just ended. Swimming, interchangeable, out the stable winning when its inconceivable. Other times my life and a homeless man is interchangeable. Ill never be the constable. Its understandable because when i had the chance i relinquished all the blueprints im fucking insatiable. Do anything for a cute ass and face is my weakness ultimately unattainable.

The pickled bubble

Im so isolated i should live in a bubble. Sophisticated as fuck but function like barnie rubble. Everyone is so liberal they call it progressive. My hairline recessive. Fuck abs my belly is massive. A heart attack will end it. Then i wont move a muscle. 27 club has no worries. Im 41 and fucking humble. Im more likely to have some slumber than a rumble. Just made some fried chicken. Watch my breading crumble. When i walk out the club i may stumble. But dont take that misstep for weakness. Just trying to make u remember ill hustle and be the hired muscle. But can still relax enough to let things be simple. The enemy and us both are fickled. I say we get pickled. I like to keep life simple. 

Pretty Girl in a Prius

I was driving next to this beautiful girl in a prius. I instantly knew there could be nothing between us. Shes hillary clinton and feminism craziness. Im Donald trump and a viable penis. In reality im equal opportunity and i admit our differences.

 Id trade in fake tits for a nerdy girl that finishes my sentences. Who if i asked her to would take a sentence. Don’t get this twisted. Im a misfit. Prefer rock or rap over punk. But loving and realness im a descendent. When people believe im simple minded im offended. People misrepresent my sentiment pretend to believe im in it to win it. When in all actuality. Im double fisting. Stressing because i give too much away im fucking gifted. I feel guilty for being greedy about anything. The secret to life is empathizing with humanity like it’s family.

Honesty and hennesey

Im a little buzzed with a pint of hennesey, 6 pack of guiness and im not even finished. Its nobodys business but yeah ive almost quit it. My problem is my honesty i shit it. It just comes out and pisses people off, it stinks. I hope im close to extinction. Im not distinguished. I wont put it down, wont relinquish. But have weaknesses so i keep my distance. Instead, stay at the homestead. Rather hang out with family and vedge. Barely have time for my pets. Sometimes my free time gets complicated. I made it and nothing got confiscated. Im working on making my life less complicated. I need to spend less time getting faded. My lifes already antiquated.